Monday, November 06, 2006

Look! Up in the sky! It's a bird, it's a plane, it's...

Supergirl!!!



Ah yes, the mighty Supergirl. The maiden of might. The princess of power. The woman of steel.

Supergirl- the first incarnation of my fantasy world. All it took was a comic book with her & some Kryptonite and I was hooked forever.

The notion that a woman as powerful as Supergirl can be defeated is overwhelmingly exciting. The transformation from total, absolute power to complete weakness drives me wild.

I am particularly fond of what I call The "Power Pose." That's when Supergirl is standing with her legs slightly apart, her shoulders pulled back and her hands on her waist. I see that as her ultimate projection of power and confidence.
From that point, my favorite scenario is when Supergirl walks into a kryptonite trap. She comes in the room, strikes a power pose, walks further into the room and suddenly begins to feel odd. She stops dead in her tracks, a dazed & confused look upon her face. She begins to feel weak. Her arms fall weakly to her sides, shoulders slump forward, and her knees buckle slightly.
She tries to get away, but her nemesis, a shapely, scantily clad female villain, holds her by the arm and walks her closer to the Kryptonite. She becomes weaker the closer she gets until her once powerful legs give out and the mighty Supergirl falls to the floor helpless.

Variations of this scene have always been featured prominently in the Supergirl stories that I wrote. I also included it in some Supergirl-inspired videos that I have written. One day I hope to be able to direct one of those videos myself and get the scene perfectly. Up until now it's come close to my vision, but never close enough. The closest it ever came was in a video called The Adventures of Super Tanya starring the amazing Tanya Danielle and available at webkitten.com.

It is much easier to indulge in this fantasy in the age of high speed Internet and digital video. In the old days it required much more imagination.

Until the Internet, I thought that this Supergirl fantasy of mine was rather odd. Now I know that it's odd, but I also know that I am not alone.

Back in 1981, someone casually mentioned that they had seen a porno movie based on Supergirl and that it had a scene with a Kryptonite dildo. I tried to play it cool and not let on exactly HOW interested I was in this. Years later, I finally managed to track down a copy at an adult video store in Manhattan. I couldn't believe that anyone else would interpret the character in this manner. I, of course, would have done it differently, but at the time that was the only thing like that available, and I was thrilled to have it.

Today there is plenty of Supergirl-related fetish material out there but many of them do not key in to my specific interests. More on these videos and my involvement in some of them in a future post, but for now, I still hope that one day I will have the opportunity to direct a video where everything will be just the way I want it.

Look, up in the sky! It's a bird, it's a plane, its...... YUCK! It IS a bird!!!

1 comment:

pw said...

Hm, you've had the opportunity to work on the scripts for several great vids. What has been missing in those vids as far as nailing your specific interest on this theme? I guess I'd like to see your full vision finally come to life as well, but I'm not exactly sure what's been missing in the past.